I wish that it didn't have to be like this.
Quiet mind, stop talking, paging my brain like they're two different things.
I feel fragmented and cold, my thoughts drift to opposite extremes and my heart whines about things I can't control.
Why can't we have a do over?
New game plus please let me start again with knowledge intact.
Lessons learned far too late, eyes opened years after their usefulness is passed.
Everything is not going to be ok and everyone pretends like it can be.
Let me be ignorant to it, let me think it'll all be fine.
Shut up.
Stop talking.
Be quiet.
